letting go is the only way... :)
felt that had been through a lot this period of time... though they seemed intangible yet... i can feel them coming towards me all at the same time... nearly pushing me till the verge of depression... haha... but not anymore!! pauline suddenly feels very hyped up today and is going to forget about any unhappy things starting from the new school day 2moro...!! from nw on... pauline will regain her cheerful self and try not to zone out so often... will help anybody around me... will talk more to cheryl darlin and xinyi dear (sorri for the recent zoning out... :)) and do lots more stuff...
but still pauline will not change too much of her lifestyle... in any case, it's a reverting back action ma... :D pauline will still continue to follow her minimum 3 hours sleep quota, will still eat less, will TRY to do more exercises, will still take bus home tgt with da sao and will still... hmm.... cannot rmb what else i do liao... nvm then... :D anw... must thank everyone that have helped me in one way or another during my most depressing and difficult moments before... thank you all so much!! bcoz of you all... i finally see the light shining from above...! :) haha... *imagines*
this few days cooped at home during the long holiday may not be a bad idea after all... it separates u from the world and allows you to meditate and also watch more tv! recently watching this taiwanese drama serial... and the male lead is so so so shuai...!! haha... shall post a picture of him that i googled just now... :) 吴尊!
guess i m going guy crazy soon... :)
and he's so shuai!! :B
